The waiting game

60 days into 2026, lots of progress, but little movement.

There are certainties and there are probabilities, oh how I much prefer certainties.

This tulip will certainly blossom. Or will it? Could I not intervene and prevent that from happening? Would my action not speed things up to the inevitable end?

There is one certainty, I cannot make it bloom faster.

The only thing I can really control, is how I think about the things I cannot control.

As much as I may want, I cannot make a project move forward, I cannot make clients sign a contract, I just have to wait.

Things that matter:

I can appreciate the beauty all around me.
I can appreciate the time I am able to spend at home.
I can prepare for the next project.

Sometimes the break is just what we need, even though everything inside of us is screaming HURRY THE F#hashtag#K UP!